As you know, I had my resection done on 10/18 and so far, so good….well-sorta.
The first 3 months after my surgery were complete bliss. No nausea, no pain, no heartburn, NADA- we’re talking normal people, I felt normal for once. For the first time in 10 years I actually had forgotten that I had Crohn’s Disease.
Along about the 6th month, good old Crohns said “Ah, bean, don’t forget I’m here” and gave me a good ol’ kick in the right side. My first reaction of course was “you gotta be fucking kidding me!” Right away, my negative side reared its ugly head and said “I KNEW IT!” I knew it was back, that alien I birthed, I knew it was just a moment before the gloom came back into my life and I’d be right back in the bed day after day missing life.
I spent 2 weeks of pitying myself. Nay sayer, I definitely was. I just knew I needed another surgery and was hating life again.
But yes, I’m tossing a but in there, it was 2 weeks of side pain until I did this and you won’t believe it. I bit the bullet and went down to the dispensary. Yep, me. Good old goodie two shoes, you know the one – yeah that’s me. Well, I set that all aside and decided I was going to try it.
Walked into the dispensary with my head held high, a little embarrassed but really had no idea what I was looking at. Thank goodness, most of the employees are very educated on their products. I found a woman who was very quick to answer my questions and lead me in the right direction.
After going over a brief description of my illness and pains, she led me to a CBD product. And just for clarification, these workers are not medically licensed. I’m assuming they are die hard pot smokers and are full of education. By now we should all know what CBD oil is. For those of you who don’t CBD is one of many compounds, known as cannabinoids, in the cannabis plant. Using CBD oil is not the same as using or smoking whole cannabis. A person can use CBD
oil in different ways to relieve various symptoms. And from what I have been learning the list of symptoms it helps is extensive!
After spending about 30 minutes in the dispensary, I decided to bite the bullet and just do it. Did I feel a little odd about it, sure did, but after all its for medical reasons and about now I’m willing to try anything once.
She suggested a CBD product that was 1:1, meaning the CBD and THC mg’s were equal. I really don’t want to feel that high that comes from marijuana, but she said to take it at night while I was sleeping and if the product did make me high, I’d be sleeping and in a safe zone. I agreed.
So, off I go to the counter to pay. Yeah, it’s my turn, but wait, they don’t
take credit cards you need to pay in cash. Thank goodness they have a convenient ATM right there otherwise; I may have just walked right out never to turn back. I take out $100 for this CBD product and pay the cashier and head out on my merry ol’ way. This is an image of the product I used.
That night, very unsure and possibly sporting buyers remorse, I decided to just try it. If I didn’t like it, I could always give it away, right? Ok, just one dropper under the tongue, ok- now hold for 30 seconds then swallow. Swallowed-yuck! What a horrible tasting concoction! And what made matters worse, is that taste doesn’t go away until the next day. And the burping, my goodness, what was that all about?
In any case, it’s done and I’m on night 4 of this ritual. And I’m here to report that my joint pain has improved, and the side pain has definitely gone from a 10 to a 6 in pain level. I’m not sure if its psychosomatic or what, but I’m going to stick with it until the bottle is gone.
Did I get high, you ask? Well, yes, I did the first night. I felt really heavy in my bed almost like I was sinking into the mattress. Limbs and torso just felt weighed down. When I would look around the room, things seemed a little odd but nothing that was alarming. A definitely bonus was that I slept really well that night. Subsequent days, I don’t feel that little high anymore,
the taste is improving or I am getting use to it and I’m still sleeping well.
High Five everyone~!
I have a lot planned for myself in 2020 and no time to let Crohn’s Disease
and it’s associated friend joint pain steal my sunshine, NOT THIS YEAR!
Have you tried CBD and how did it work for you?